A Wayfarer's Dream

I want to die… Preparations for my dad’s funeral is so overwhelming.

I backed up into a billboard post… Urgh…
Although I have insurance, I still have to pay $2000 for my deductible. 
Now I’m obsessed over getting a new car… thinking of a BMW sedan but I don’t want to use my rainy day savings…

I backed up into a billboard post… Urgh…

Although I have insurance, I still have to pay $2000 for my deductible. 

Now I’m obsessed over getting a new car… thinking of a BMW sedan but I don’t want to use my rainy day savings…

This happens to me all the time. Meet strangers whom you connect on a deep level but then end up being complete strangers once again.

shoebomb asked: I see. I see. Who's Colin? I read your posts. It feels like you need some closure regarding him.

He was a guy I fell in love with, but what do I know about love? He’s from Calgary who I met on Grindr. We’ve only met once, but we talked a lot. I tell him everything from getting a boyfriend to cheating. He said he never loved me and doesn’t have feelings for me, but he suddenly said good bye and that he doesn’t want a boyfriend like me. That honestly made me even confused. I was just happy being with him as his friend but he suddenly chose to leave like that. I did move on but part of me resents him a bit and I still miss him. 

I got myself contacts, love them!

I got myself contacts, love them!

seeing hot asian boys is so painful… 

seeing hot asian boys is so painful… 

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